So, first and foremost I would like to apologise for not writing for what may seem like ages. Not like anyone notices though. Anyways, before I can become all emotional, let me enlighten you on what may seem to have been a nightmare. First, there is this train wreck of a lecturer which scares most of us. My lips are sealed, not mentioning names. Seriously, how are does one teach in the Communication faculty without possessing basic communicative skills, such as MANNERS. It is not cool to sit in the lobby which can be crowded in under 0-50 seconds, and she chooses to unleash her wrath right there. Not when its empty and offers pin drop silence, yet she chooses a time where everyone is alert, waiting around, bored and naturally staring at you’re direction.
Secondly, having to juggle between classes, part time work, research and managing a household. I have to admit it is not easy, well nobody said it was going to. I simply assumed it was as easy as I first thought it would be. On top of that, I have serious business expansion plans that is not only going to cost me a bomb, I have to find new ways to compete with the current business demands.
All that however was just the icing of the cake. The biggest bummer coming my way is looking for the right job to secure from 9am-5pm. I have to make big choices, ones that will affect me financially, mentally and physically. I need to make sure I’ on the right track, I’m trying my best to hold it all together. I barely have time to mingle, have a social life and maintain a perfectly healthy track record. I have been trying to slot in writing exercises as well as classes to get that book/novel in the making. I’m drawing up extra tuition classes to ensure I keep myself in check and earn a few extra bucks. ALSO, it would spice my resume up a couple of notches.
I have several plans that I plan on executing in 2017. So far, it’s looking good. Things are falling in place and I couldn’t be happier. I just can’t wait to be done with my final semester. To be honest, I wanted to enjoy my last semester but it looks like I’m going to spending it in fear until I clear out this Dissertation nonsense. I’m working my ass off, and I still don’t think its a good idea. I have been postponing my success for sometime now, I don’t know which I should focus on entirely.
In addition to that, my bestie suggested we start a whole new business venture together. I’m just really trying to figure out if I will have the time and energy to take on a whole new commitment, a whole new financial risk? Was I ready? Was I assuming I was ready? I had no clue.
In the mean time, I’ll just keep those head phones plugged in while I sort my life step by step. Regardless, it’s all good.